under-fire

In the military, we come to espect changes. But lately, I find I'm feeling overwhelmed by all the changes happening in my life. My solution?....I saw a psychic.

Today I went to the endocrinologist, who confirmed that I do indeed have Grave's disease. I don't know what answer I was hoping for, but in some way, I think I was praying for a miracle.

Every day that passes is another day closer to my new life as a civilian. Even though I know it's coming (in a very short amount of time!) I feel scared to do anything that actually verifies my move. That includes the purchase of my new bicycle.