So anyway, back to being all alarmed and stunned at the gaping chasm in our medical system into which people with cancers that don't respond to standard treatments fall- My mom and I were talking about it last night and I was wondering if we are just feeling this incredulous because we're so emotionally raw and psychologically freaked out. No, she reminded me, this just isn't the way it's done. Your GP doesn't tell you to research which antibiotics to take to treat your strep throat. She identifies the best one for you. Yet there is no one anywhere in the system (at least not where I could find them) who's job it is to research clinical trials on behalf of cancer patients. This is a resource that just doesn't exist in one of the largest cancer research and care centres in the world, and the implications are frightening. It's true that this is the most unsupported I have felt since that day in March 2008 when I was told I had cancer. But even if the system as a whole has failed me there are many individuals who have not. I was helped by my oncologist, my family doctor, my family and many friends, the hospital social worker, nurses, and several other people. But none of these people was helping me research clinical trials because it was their job to do so. It should be somebody's job. Instead, it was my sister-in-law and some kind women at a breast cancer support organization called Willow (where she used to work) who eventually found the Montreal study. My sister-in-law. Honest to god, just think about that. And reach for the barf bag. So, since I can't fix the system from my laptop (at least not this afternoon) I think a summary of what we learned in the last couple of weeks is the best, most practical thing I can do for anyone else out there who might encounter a similar nightmarish tumble over the edge of the un-signposted cliff-face of cancer support:
1. You're not breaking up with your oncologist. If your cancer doesn't respond to standard treatments your oncologist no longer has anything with which to treat you. However, he/she is still there for you in the following capacities:
2. No harm in asking. Remember that the Hippocratic Oath begins, "First, do no harm" and now proceed to shamelessly use that to your advantage. Even though it is not your oncologist's job to do it, you can ask him/her to research clinical trials for you. These are busy people, and they are often barely able to keep up with the stuff that falls into their official scope of work, so perhaps they simply can't make the time to help you. On the other hand, saying â€œnoâ€ when you know you can help a patient is probably not that easy. Ask.
3. Try these on for size, Doc. It is a good idea to ask doctors what they would do in your shoes. Once we had a shortlist, I asked my oncologist which clinical trial she would choose, medically speaking (ie: not taking into account geography, financial considerations, etc.) and she told me. That's the one we're pursuing right now. Many doctors will not be comfortable slipping into your metaphorical shoes, but you know what? Cancer isn't comfortable. A good oncologist will at least make an effort.
4. What's in it for you? Many hospitals have clinical trial centres. The objective at these trial clinics is to populate their studies with suitable patients. In other words, they aim to match patients to the studies that they have, and NOT to find the best possible clinical trial for a patient from all available clinical trials. They are only working with the trials that they currently have underway at their own clinic and they will select the trial most suitable for a patient from among those trials. Your job as a patient is to find out if participating in the trial offered will bring any real benefit to you (see Phase Matters, below.)
5. Phase matters. Trial Phases are important. This is what I learned about them: Phase 1
6.Take a number. Unfortunately it can take several weeks between identifying and beginning a clinical trial. In general, 4 weeks must have elapsed since your last treatment and you must meet a litany of study-specific criteria. You must also provide bloodwork, and other tests like CT scans, ECGs, MUGAs, etc. The study will also want to access your records and archival tissues. The good news? You can apply to multiple clinical trials at once, so that if one gets held up you at least have the option of beginning another. But cross-reference the eligibility requirements carefully (especially for specific drugs) to ensure that participation in any one study will not make you ineligible for another study.
7. Everyone wants a piece of you. If you apply to multiple studies simultaneously be aware that they may all try to access your archival tumour slides at the same time. These are samples of your disease cells that the hospital preserved at the time of biopsy and/or surgery ' and your samples may be limited. You must be sure that you communicate to the archivist which study gets priority access, otherwise the one you really want to get into may be bumped by your back-up clinical trial just because the latter got there first.
8. Help, I need somebody. The research, the meetings, the phone calls, the follow-up, logistics, financial considerations, psychological implications, and oh by the way you're supposed to be resting and rebuilding your immune system- It's so frigging overwhelming. You can't do it alone, and you don't have to. I don't care what your circumstances are, You. Are. Not. Alone. For one thing, if you're reading this you have access to the internet, which means access to other people. Help is out there. Just contact your hospital social worker, or the Canadian Cancer Society, or one of your local cancer support agencies. They can help you find someone to advocate for you, support you, talk you through it ' whatever you need. The nice thing about being hit with the cancer stick (the "nice" thing? did I just write that??) is that there is a LOT of support out there for us.
9. Smashing things works. I never knew how good it felt to get mad and break things, especially when it feels like there is literally nothing else you can do. I highly recommend you get yourself a Rage Box. I'm sure I've missed some things but that's all for now. This is the part where the resting and the rebuilding of the immune system happens: I'm taking a nap.
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